That’s what I’m calling it, a mere optical illusion… others may call it an unfulfilled fantasy. I long for your body and the strength you show in control… trying to control me. Lead me as I have always wanted to and I’ll let you feel like you are in total control.

You can do is you wish, treat me like your clean slate awaiting for you to carve in the story you want to tell the world. Its a sense of hopelessness and surrender all intertwined in one moment which doesn’t make sense.. in this moment it doesn’t need to make sense. All it needs to do is to make you feel alive again.

One breath, two breaths, three in sync with each other’s beat. Drummer boy how you intrigue my senses and make me come back for more… always yearning for more. Tell me you feel it too and let’s seal the deal as it should be done. Let’s not care about the time wasters of this world and live in the moment for once.

And then I woke up and came to my senses….